nind mein chalti maut
By ali-mohammad-farshiApril 22, 2023
main ne dekhi nahin
khwab bunti hui makhmalin ungliyan
jin ka lams-e-gudaz ek din
waqt ke sard galon se bahta hua
mere honton pe aaya
to sadiyon ki namkiniyan
sang-basta dilon ke samundar mein
ubhre pahadon ka ek silsila ban chuki thin
wo kya silsila tha
jo ek god se gor tak reshmi tar sa tan gaya
jis pe chalte zamane
khuda-wand-e-ala ke ahkaam-e-rahmat uthae hue
raqs karte guzarte
to mitti pe naqsh-o-nigaran-e-gham muskuraate
tujhe yaad aate
tujhe yaad karte hue
yun guzre
ki jaise kisi bhed-bhaw bhari chandni raat se
chand ka bankpan
baadalon ke ladakpan ke gale udate hue
khwab-labrez pariyon se
chhup-chhup ke guzre
ye dikhne dikhane ki sari mashiat
ye chhupne chhupane ki sari aziyyat
koi jhelta hai
jo tu ne akele mein jheli
main kitne dinon baad aaya tere panw chhune
hisab is khajalat ka karte hue
kitne aansu gire
main nahin gin saka
bhigte phailte lafz aadad jab bhi samundar banate
tere nam ki naw mujh ko kinare lagati
magar ye kinara koi kahkashan to nahin tha
ki main tere la-waqt sahil pe
khud apne panw ke mitte nishan dekh kar muskuraata
wo ginti ka ma'kusi zina tha
taht-us-sara tak rawan rengti aabnae thi
aankhon ka karez thi
teri mohabbat ki wo dastan
jis ko likhne ki koshish mein lakhon waraq
main ne kale kiye
magar ek lamha bhi mere qalam par
wo khush-rang ilham ban kar na utra
jise tere honton ki tasdiq milti
badi se badi baat ko
ek bhigi hui muskurahat mein kahne ka tujh ko saliqa tha
aadad-o-alfaz ki bhid mein
kis qadar main akela hun
tujh ko khabar hai
bata de mujhe bhi koi ism-e-asrar
jis ki tamanna liye sab parinde gae satwin samt
lekin koi aaj tak mud ke aaya nahin
phul honton ke murda zamane pe rakkhun to
khushbu teri
gul-badan ban ke jage
tere sans mein sans lene ki rahat
meri yaad ke bagh mein
ek jadu-zada nim-khwabida
shahzadi zindagi ki tarah muntazir hai
yahan apne hone se kis ko mafar hai
koi nind mein jagne ki aziyyat nahin jaanta
apni jannat ka manzar mere malgaje khwab par khol de
koi shirin takallum mere zahr mein ghol de
fasla nind aur maut ke darmiyan
apni maujudgi se bana
kar ata mojazati hunar
main to noton ki ginti mein masruf
andhe zamane ke hathon ki
wo mail hun
jis pe makkhi bhi aa kar nahin baithti
khwab bunti hui makhmalin ungliyan
jin ka lams-e-gudaz ek din
waqt ke sard galon se bahta hua
mere honton pe aaya
to sadiyon ki namkiniyan
sang-basta dilon ke samundar mein
ubhre pahadon ka ek silsila ban chuki thin
wo kya silsila tha
jo ek god se gor tak reshmi tar sa tan gaya
jis pe chalte zamane
khuda-wand-e-ala ke ahkaam-e-rahmat uthae hue
raqs karte guzarte
to mitti pe naqsh-o-nigaran-e-gham muskuraate
tujhe yaad aate
tujhe yaad karte hue
yun guzre
ki jaise kisi bhed-bhaw bhari chandni raat se
chand ka bankpan
baadalon ke ladakpan ke gale udate hue
khwab-labrez pariyon se
chhup-chhup ke guzre
ye dikhne dikhane ki sari mashiat
ye chhupne chhupane ki sari aziyyat
koi jhelta hai
jo tu ne akele mein jheli
main kitne dinon baad aaya tere panw chhune
hisab is khajalat ka karte hue
kitne aansu gire
main nahin gin saka
bhigte phailte lafz aadad jab bhi samundar banate
tere nam ki naw mujh ko kinare lagati
magar ye kinara koi kahkashan to nahin tha
ki main tere la-waqt sahil pe
khud apne panw ke mitte nishan dekh kar muskuraata
wo ginti ka ma'kusi zina tha
taht-us-sara tak rawan rengti aabnae thi
aankhon ka karez thi
teri mohabbat ki wo dastan
jis ko likhne ki koshish mein lakhon waraq
main ne kale kiye
magar ek lamha bhi mere qalam par
wo khush-rang ilham ban kar na utra
jise tere honton ki tasdiq milti
badi se badi baat ko
ek bhigi hui muskurahat mein kahne ka tujh ko saliqa tha
aadad-o-alfaz ki bhid mein
kis qadar main akela hun
tujh ko khabar hai
bata de mujhe bhi koi ism-e-asrar
jis ki tamanna liye sab parinde gae satwin samt
lekin koi aaj tak mud ke aaya nahin
phul honton ke murda zamane pe rakkhun to
khushbu teri
gul-badan ban ke jage
tere sans mein sans lene ki rahat
meri yaad ke bagh mein
ek jadu-zada nim-khwabida
shahzadi zindagi ki tarah muntazir hai
yahan apne hone se kis ko mafar hai
koi nind mein jagne ki aziyyat nahin jaanta
apni jannat ka manzar mere malgaje khwab par khol de
koi shirin takallum mere zahr mein ghol de
fasla nind aur maut ke darmiyan
apni maujudgi se bana
kar ata mojazati hunar
main to noton ki ginti mein masruf
andhe zamane ke hathon ki
wo mail hun
jis pe makkhi bhi aa kar nahin baithti
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