ek an-jaana sa dar jab wo paida hui thi us ke andar jazb tha ek andheri kothari ka khauf rag rag mein basa tha ek unchai se gir jaane ki dahshat pichhe pichhe chal rahi thi ek darwaze ke pichhe ja ke chhup jaane ka shauq zindagi ki sab se pahli aarzu thi khidkiyon ki ot se galiyon ka manzar dekhna zindagi ki sab se pahli justuju thi jab zara sa waqt guzra aql ke taron ki jumbish se badan jaga hifazat ka tasawwur is qadar wahshat-zada tha ki apne jism se sharmindagi hoti rahi phir kharidaron ki duniya mein zara sun-gun hui dil dhadakne ki sada madum ho kar rah gai khauf ke gahne saja kar aur jhijak ke be-tahasha phul pahna kar kharidaron ne us ko phir se andhi kothari mein qaid kar dala wo jis ka khauf wo bachpan se sahti aa rahi thi phir zara sa hosh aaya daur-e-nau-umri gaya to aankh se parda hata manzar nazar aane lage panw chaukhat ki taraf badhne lage ek qadam rakkha hi tha ki nanhe nanhe hath ek zanjir ban kar aa gae ab wo is raste mein hai sab jis ko rah-e-marg kahte hain munjamid aankhon mein ab manzar thaharte hi nahin ab kisi chaukhat ki jaanib panw badhte hi nahin nanhe nanhe hath kuchh is tarah unche ho gae ab dastaras se dur hain apni zanjiron mein khud mahsur hain us ki andhi kothari par ek katba nasb hai is jagah dildar-begam dafn hai wo afifa parsa sabir-o-shakir so rahi hai yahan se ghair mardon ka guzarna mana hai barae fatiha jo aana chahe aae lekin dur se padh le