My dear love, i wanted to sharemy thoughts, my feelings andwhat makes me despairi want to share with youwhat makes me happy what makes me feel blue..so you can sense that my love is honest and true.every day not a single minutepasses by without you in ityour skin, your voice, your body and your touchall of these moments, i miss them so much.you are so present, so deep in my heartand our souls, i just know, will never part,but circumstance and distance can be so overwhelmingthey close doors and create doubt and we start blaming..there are actions of mine and i know that for sure..that feel so wrong, though my intentions are purethey are painful and impossible to bearand you feel it's all so unfair.you can't run from yourselfthere is no place to hideit just hurts you so deepit hurts your heart and your pride.then i worry that if i continue to staywill it be wrong and will i be in your way?i fear that i am not at all what you needand that this truth will make my heart break and bleed.then i sit here and wipe away my tearswishing you could kiss away my fearsif only you knew how much.i miss and need your embrace and your touchi know i can't hide from my thoughts and my fearand i know at these times i don't seem nearbut you break down these wallswith the strength of your loveand then i feel blessedfrom god above!my love for you runs so deep through my veinthat i dream of you, in spite of the pain.