shayad tumhaare
aane ka aabhas

sab ko ho chuka tha
tumhaare wajud ki aahat

pahchan li gai thi
ghar mein phusphusate hue log

ye bhul baithe the
ki jis se ye paida hue hain

wo kokh hi ek kokh mein
pal rahi hai

kal phir mujhe aspatal le jaya jaega
kal ek aur zindagi

khiska di jaegi usi raste
utkon ki ek uljhi hui uljhan

angon ke kaliyon ka
ek tuta guldasta

phenk diya jaega dustbin mein
narsanhaaron ke aankde

to bahut kam ho gae
par ye aspatal safed maqbare hain

ahankar aur udasinta ka
surgical mask pahne hue

glaws aur gown mein
ghumte hue karghe

mujhe anesthesia denge
phir karenge mera abortion