sham ka pahla tara dil ke ufuq par jis ki jot se qaus-e-quzah se utri thi aur is quzah ne sari dil ki duniya chamkai thi zist ka pahla sawan tha wo jis se jiwan-sagar mein ek lahar uthi thi aur is lahar ne sari hasti jal-thal ki thi bagh ki pahli titli thi wo man-angan ke sune-pan mein jis ki ek parchhain padi thi aur jis parchhain ko chhune ki khwahish mein dasht-e-tamanna mein ja nikle the hum dasht-e-tamanna jis mein har-su gahra sannata tha sannata bhi aisa jis ko koh-e-nida se har lamha aawaz aati thi jaane walo! yaad rahe is rah nikalne wale laut ke aa nahin sakte lekin jin ko rangon ki mahkar bulae wo roke se ruk nahin sakte jin ke jazbe sachche hon wo aag pe kab chalne se darte hain hum bhi apna man liye rahon mein ghulti jaan liye chalte aae, bas chalte aae chand ki pahli raat thi wo jab hum ko ye ehsas hua tha hum to jiwan haar chuke hain aur bahaar ka wo ek lamha jis ko hum apna samjhe the sine mein ab kabhi na bujhne wali aag utar ke rukhsat mang raha tha aur wo khushbu jis ko pa kar hum ne ye socha tha ki hum ko jiwan ab tajne bhi dukh de waqt hamare sine mein ab chahe jitne zakhm utare hum pe zamana jitne chahe war kare ab sab hans kar sah jaenge hum bhed muqaddar ke kya kahiye kab wo kisi par khul sakte hain honi to ho kar rahti hai kab wo bhala tal sakti hai khair jo hona tha so hua wo ab to sab kuchh bit gaya hai lekin phir bhi hone ka dukh kam to nahin hai aur is dukh ka bojh uthae dard bhara ye jiwan apna un rahon ki samt rawan hai ant mein jin ke aa jata hai aakhiri mod na hone ka pahla tara pahla sa din pahli titli aur wo pahli chand ki raat sab kuchh pal mein bit gaya hai aur ab aakhiri mod se pahle bite khwabon ki galiyon mein apni bikhri zat ke reze lamha lamha chunta hun aane wale waqt ki chap ko sunta hun aur sochta hun kya wo sab kuchh jis se meri zat ka rishta tha wo sab kuchh pal mein bit gaya hai kya wo sab kuchh jis se main ab wabasta hun yunhi pal mein bit raha hai