kuchh bhi to nahin waisa jaisa tujhe socha tha jitna tujhe chaha tha socha tha tere lab par kuchh harf duaon ke kuchh phul wafaon ke mahkenge meri khatir kuchh bhi to nahin waisa jaisa tujhe socha tha mahsus ye hota hai dukh jhele the jo ab tak be-nam masafat mein likhne ki mohabbat mein padhne ki zarurat mein be-sud riyazat thi be-faiz ibaadat thi jo khwab bhi dekhe the in jagti aankhon ne sab kham-khayali thi phir bhi tujhe pane ki dil ke kisi goshe mein khwahish to bacha li thi lekin tujhe pa kar bhi aur khud ko ganwa kar bhi is habs ke mausam ki khidki se hawa aai na phul se khushbu ki koi bhi sada aai ab nind hai aankhon mein nan dil mein wo pahli si taza sukhan-arai nan lafz mere nikle nan harf-o-muafi ki danish mere kaam aai nadida rifaqat mein jitni bhi aziyyat thi sab mere hi nam aai kuchh bhi to nahin waisa jaisa tujhe socha tha jitna tujhe chaha tha