thi khwahish kisi ki ki main zindagi ka aham waqia koi chun kar sunaun meri fikr ne jab idhar rukh kiya to ye paya ki mushkil badi hai ki ye zindagi to aham waqion ki musalsal kadi hai idhar bhi judi hai udhar bhi judi hai isi fikr mein main padi rah gai ki uthaun kidhar se aham waqia ek tasalsul ko is ke kidhar se main todun agar tod bhi dun to phir kaise jodun shurua ki kadi to bahut hi aham thi use chhu ke dekha to bilkul narm thi abhi darmiyan tak main pahunchi nahin thi ki rangin kadiyan khanakne lagin khud mujhe chhu ke dekho mujhe chum lo tum ki mujh se aham kuchh nahin zindagi mein ajab moajiza tha ki kadiyan sabhi wo na aanchal se uljhin na thahrin kahin bhi guzarti rahin aur guzarne se pahle hasin rang apne ata kar ke mujh ko meri hi kalai mein ban ban ke kangan khanakne lagi thin tasalsul magar un ka tuta nahin tha koi rang bhi un ka jhuta nahin tha abhi tak to un ko sanbhaale sanbhaale guzarti rahi main sira aakhiri jab mere hath mein hai to ji chahta hai mujhe tham le wo meri sust-raftariyon ke muqabil agar wo thahar na sake to mera sath dene ki khatir wo itna to kar de ki mere guzarne se pahle mera waqt aane se pahle badhe aur mujhe qaid kar le