main teri basti se bhag kar dur ek kharabe mein aa gaya hun ye wo kharaba hai jis mein hasti ki raushni ka guzar nahin hai yahan na tu hai na rang-o-bu hai na zindagi hai yahan hai wo aalam-e-khamoshi ki dil ki dhadkan bhi be-sada hai ki meri tanhaiyon ke daman-e-ufuq ke daman se ja mile hain tere nagar ke hasin kuche shafiq galiyan jo zist ki raushni ka ghar hain mere liye meri bebasi ne inhen shab-alud kar diya hai wo rahguzar tere naqsh-e-pa par jahan hazar aastan bane hain wo rahguzar ajnabi hue hain jahan main ab hun wahan agarche hai be-karan tirgi faza mein magar yahan bhi mere khayalon mein mahr ban kar tera sarapa damak raha hai hawa ke be-kaif sard jhonke jo zard patton se khelte hain to meri be-ab khushk aankhen tujhe khalaon mein dhundhti hain mera takhayyul ki is kharabe se bad-guman hai mere junun ko jhinjhodta hai to sochta hun agarche tu ek wo haqiqat hai jis ka iqrar la-budi hai magar ye tera wajud mere liye faqat ek wahima hai ki teri zulfon ko mere shanon ne apni duniya se dur paya ki mere ashkon ko tere daman ki aarzu hi rahi hamesha magar ye khush tha ki mere gham ne tere takhayyul mein wo sitare se bhar diye the charagh jin ke na bujh sake hain na bujh sakenge ye sab tha lekin junun pe kuchh aisi qadghanen thin ki jazb-e-dil harf-e-muddaa ko na pa saka tha kabhi koi dard lafz bin kar mari zaban par na aa saka tha magar na jaane wo kya tha jis ne dilon ke parde utha diye the junun ke asrar waqiye the tahi-zaban hum hue the lekin zaban ke muhtaj kab rahe the ki hum nigahon se dil ke paigham bhejte the ye sab tha lekin main karb-e-jaan-soz ka amin tha wo karb-e-jaan-soz tha ki meri hayat se nind bad-guman thi aur is kharabe mein jis mein hasti ki raushni ka guzar nahin hai jahan na tu hai na rang-o-bu hai na zindagi hai mera guman tha yahan tujhe khud se dur pa kar main karb se jaan bacha sakunga tujhe kabhi to dimagh-o-dil se hata sakunga tujhe kabhi to bhula sakunga magar ye ek aur wahima tha qayamaten soz-e-dard-e-dil mein nihan wahi hain abas gham-e-zindagi se main ne farar chaha isi tarah karab-e-jaan-guza se main ab bhi aatish-e-ba-ja hun har-dam ki ab tera shahr chhodne ka ek aur gham hai agarche tera wajud mere liye faqat ek wahima tha agarche tera wajud mere liye faqat ek wahima hai magar tera paikar-e-misali mere khayalon mein jaguzin hai ki wo kisi dil-kusha haqiqat ka bhi amin hai aur us se mujh ko mafar nahin hai main sochta hun ki us kharabe se laut jaun jahan na tu hai na rang-o-bu hai na zindagi hai jahan mujhe aaj ye bhi gham hai ki main ne shahr-e-habib chhoda wafa se main ne wafa nahin ki main sochta hun ki us kharabe se laut jaun wahin jahan main ne zindagi ka sukun dhunda magar na paya wahin jahan main ne raushni ke sarab dekhe haqiqaton par naqab dekhe wahin jahan main ne rahaton ke habab dekhe wahin milega sukun agar mujh ko zindagi mein kahin milega magar ye ek khauf mera daman isi kharabe se bandhta hai ki is jagah phir agar junun ne sukun na paya to kya karunga