bahut khush thi main aaj na hoti main kash kisi ki zarur nazar lagi hogi kisi ko to main khush buri lagi hongi kisi ne to mere aansu mange honge kuchh to mujh se wo chahte honge ki nazar se andhi ladki ko khushiyan nazar na aaen ki phir se koi tufan is par ghamon ka pahad lae aur dekho to ye nazar bhi kya khub kheli mujh se meri har hansi le li zindagi chhin mujhe rah par la diya ai nazar ye tu ne kya kiya mujhe aisa pati de diya jaante hain main bahut khush thi aaj ye din pahle aaya hota kash main sanwar saj rahi thi dil mein shahnai baj rahi thi koi to raj-kumar tha jo mujhe pane ko be-qarar tha mujh se pyar bahut wo karta tha mujhe khone se bhi darta tha is liye to han roi thi main par widai par bhi khush thi dil main ummiden kuchh thi chehra un ka dekhna mera sapna tha wo chehra jo ab se mera apna tha wo chehra jise mahsus kiya karungi na jaana wo chehra jis se main roz dara karungi kyunki wo chehra koi to raj-kumar tha mujhe pane ko be-qarar tha widai ke baad ki raat aai thi main pahli bar pyar se kuchh yun sharmai thi aankhen na sahi par dil mere pas tha us dil mein basa ab koi khas tha main kan laga kar sunti rahi bin aankhen bhi rahen takti rahi isi soch mein raina bitti gai meri khushiyan har soch se jitti gai aakhir pyar main ne paya tha ye pyar mujhe jannat mein laya tha biti raat ka phir intizar ruka ek dam se mere kamre ka darwaza khula isi beach mein kuchh aahat hui jis se khushi nahin mujhe ghabrahat hui kaun hai mera barso purana sawal tha tumhaara pati is jawab ka khayal tha aisa laga mano ye akele na the sath mein in ke kuchh mehman the shayad chhedne aae honge mujh tak in ko lae honge par nahin ye aawazen qarib thi behad qarib jaise wo kamre mein maujud hon jaise khatre mein mera wajud ho main uthne wali thi kuchh puchhne wali thi ke tabhi ek hath ruka mere kandhon par phisalne laga mere galon par mere baalon par mujhe achchha na laga ye pyar sachcha na laga kuchh to gadbad chal rahi thi meri ruh jal rahi thi kuchh kahna chahti thi kuchh jaanna chahti thi kuchh puchhna chahti thi main sahi thi wo akele na the par sath mein un ke mehman na the wo haiwan the ye haiwan the mujhe parat dar parat wo kholte gae main chillati rahi wo mujhe nochte gae bari bari se meri jism shikar hua mera dil bharosa sab tar tar hua us ki hansi mujhe chubh rahi thi ungliyan wo mujhe dikhi rahi thi main dekh nahin sakti thi par an-dekhi kaise karti main ne khwab bune the kuchh lamhe chune the un ke sath bitane ko unhen apna banane ko kyunki ye wo raj-kumar tha jo mujhe pane ko be-qarar tha mujh se pyar bahut karta tha mujhe khone se bhi darta tha is liye to meri izzat ko tar-tar kiya mujhe tod diya mujhe mar diya jaane man ginti mat rokna ginti rahna jaane man kyun maza to aa raha hai na aise ek dulhan ki tarif ho rahi thi aise ek dulhan ki qismat so rahi thi aise ek raat shant ro rahi thi aise meri suhag raat ho rahi thi main tham se gir gai laga unhen main mar gai sab jaane lage to mere pati mere pas aane lage mujh se pyar jo karte the mujhe khone se jo darte the mujhe pyar se aa kar wo kosne lage be-jaan sharir ko phir wo nochne lage sharab ke nashe mein wahin pade dolne lage hath marod kar kharab raat ko bolne lage phir achanak ek dard ne jaise tamacha mara na jaane kahan se himmat ka sailab aaya himmat jo dil tutne ki thi himmat jo khwab ruthne ki thi himmat jo bhag phutne ki thi himmat jis ki zarurat na jaane kitni thi main ne jhat se dhakka diya un ki haalat ko pakka kiya main kamre mein ghumne lagi shayad kuchh dhundhne lagi idhar udhar hath pherne lagi pahli bar main aankh-micholi khelne lagi kahin to kuchh mil jae jis se meri jaan bach pae main bhag sako yahan se bach kar kaise par sabaq un ko sikhaun kaise tabhi kuchh hath mein pini chiz lagi shoalon ko jaise machis mili main ne wahi utha kar de mara ek do tin jaane man ginti mat rokna ginte rahna jaane man kyun maza to aa raha hai na bilkul main ginti nahin rokun gi ginti rahungi tere andar se khun ban kar girti rahungi un ki chikh sukun de rahi thi har aah dobara ginne ka junun de rahi thi par mujhe nikalna tha so bach kar wahan se bhag nikli jab aai hon yahan to bas ek chikh nikli aankhon ke bin main ne duniya dekh li apne hi hathon se main ne jang jit li ab ja kar kahin nai duniya dekhungi phir kahin ke logon se kuchh naya dekhungi to us ke liye nikalti hun zara pairon mein dam bharti hun par us se pahle jab itna suna to nam bhi sunte jao mera kaam bhi to sunte jao main hashiya andhi hun khuda ki wo bandi hun jo andhon ko ladna sikhati hun jab koi chiz daraati hai un par koi musibat aati hai main hashiya andhi hun